Friday, December 17, 2010
Last week
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Thursday, November 25, 2010
I want to talk about my friend Oksana today. Oksana is 17 years old and has lived in the Kyiv region her whole life. Before DTS she finished trade school learning to sew and wants to learn to be a hairdresser when we finish. She is one of the sweetest people you will ever meet. She makes friends with everyone around her and almost literally lights up a room when she walks in to it.
Oksana is a social orphan, which means that she has at least one living parent but that they were unable to take care of her. Both of her parents are alcoholics and her mother used to beat her. When her father tried to tell her to stop, Oksana’s older brother would begin to hit her father to stop him from yelling. Oksana told me that she would often end up in a corner crying while everyone around her yelled and beat each other. There were several times Oksana ran away from home because she couldn’t take the violence anymore. Policemen would find her on the streets and accuse her of prostitution and harass her.
Her mother was put into a mental hospital when she was eight or nine and it was during that time that Oksana’s father decided he couldn’t take care of her and her brother alone and sent them to an orphanage. Even here Oksana was still unhappy. She ran away with a friend and they lived on the streets together, sleeping in train stations or in cellars. Oksana said that her first thought when she woke up in the morning was how she was going to get something to eat for the day.
Her friend died on the streets and it was then Oksana realized the choice she had. She went back to the orphanage and stayed there. About three or four years ago she was ‘adopted’ by a wonderful couple that she calls her aunt and uncle (it was not a legal adoption since the process here takes so long Oksana would have been 18 by the time all the paperwork would have been finished).
I had the privilege of going to their house with Oksana last weekend and you could immediately feel the peace of God when you walked in the door. Her aunt and uncle are on the worship team in their church, and have a beautiful home in the country by a large lake. You can see the love that this family has for one another.
Looking at Oksana today you would think she was raised her whole life in a loving and healthy family. Her passion for God and her love of life is evident as soon as you meet her. When I asked her why she was so happy, why she had this joy, she simply answered me with, “It’s God.”
Today Oksana shared a little more of her story in prayer with our class. She encouraged us to pray for the orphans of Ukraine, and also to not forget to thank God for our parents. She told us about sleeping on the streets, and at the end said, “I don’t blame my parents for what happened. I thank God for them. They are the angels who gave me life and that God sent to me.”
Needless to say, we were all in tears. I am so amazed by this young woman. She is so genuine, so transparent, such a delight and treasure to be around. She has been through complete hell in her life and continues to deal with the pain and anxiety her family gives her (she is in touch with her mother, brother, and other relatives). Yet she does not lay the blame at anyone’s door even when some might say she is right in doing so. Instead she chooses to forgive on a daily basis, and to not hold on to bitterness.
I genuinely love this girl; she has been a joy to get to know the last two months. I was so blessed to go home with her last weekend, I’m so grateful to share an apartment with her, and I love watching her learn and grow in our classes. I wish all of you could get to know Oksana personally, but since you can’t be here with us I wanted to give you a small snapshot of her life. I hope she inspires you as much as she has inspired me.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
2 run-ins with the Eastern European Police force is enough for a lifetime
Monday, October 18, 2010
The misadventures of a foreigner
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Fires, bugs, and SUN!
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Pictures!

Monday, October 4, 2010
September 27, 2010
Day 2: Can that really be it?! I feel like I’ve been here forever. In a good way. J
Here’s a few firsts:
First meal in Ukraine: Pizza! (Second meal was also pizza, by the way)
First washing of clothes: By hand. Makes me envy my missionary friends in Africa- even they have a washer!!!
First time getting lost: Tonight with my flat mates trying to get home from dinner. We asked for directions about 10 times and probably walked at least 3 miles.
First time growling at my room mates when they tried to wake me up: Sunday morning. Their mistake.
First time buying milk in a bag (see picture below): Tonight at the Flora market.

So all my flat mates have arrived. We have 5 girls in the apartment altogether. OY!!!! It’s unique, to put it lightly. So far so good (but we’re only looking at 24 hours at this point).
To continue the lists here’s a list of my flat mates:
Arielle (18): American, SPEAKS NO RUSSIAN! Poor girl. We are trying to teach her, but the only words she knew when she came were ‘Hi’ and ‘Thank you’. I think she’ll be OK, but in the meantime she doesn’t understand a thing going on around her.
Marta (17): Ukrainian. I think her dad’s a pastor in Western Ukraine. Her best friend is also at DTS and the two of them egg each other on and laugh so loud and talk so fast that no one, not even the Russian speakers, can understand them.
Masha (20 but looks about 10): Ukrainian. At first I thought she didn’t even speak Russian (it turns out Russian and Ukrainian are very different languages) let alone English, but we’re starting to communicate. She knows more than she lets on.
Oksana (17): Ukrainian. She speaks a little English so we’ve been able to communicate, but sometimes we all get so frustrated trying to say the simplest thing that we give up before we even get anywhere.
Jet lag is getting a little better. I’m hoping to get to go visit the city in the next week or so, but true to YWAM form, things are going to be pretty hectic the next few weeks. We leave Wednesday for a retreat center outside Kiev to celebrate YWAM’s 50th anniversary. When we come back Saturday we are joined by the DTS from Ternopil (a city in western Ukraine where Marta and several others are from). They will be with us for classes the whole next week so I don’t know when any sight seeing is going to happen. Booo. Ok, I know, I’m here for 3 months, it will happen! Then I get to go spend another 3 months in a completely different place and see the sights there. Tough life, huh?
Prayer please, if you will:
That the girls and I would adjust to living together with our different cultures and backgrounds.
Moments of alone time for me so that I can ‘recharge’ and not kill anyone while I’m in Ukraine. It’d be a pity to have to return early because of murder.
That’s it so far. As they said in lecture this morning: this is an adventure! An adventure is always welcome.
OK, so a few more prayer requests, just cuz I CAN.
I'm sick with some sort of sinus congestion gook. I'd like to get better please!
No Hulu!!! I can't watch my TV shows! I might die...just saying....
Sooo that's it. We're touring the city today (and I had my own personal tour yesterday) so I'll have pictures up soon. Love ya all!
Saturday, October 2, 2010
We just got back from a 3 day conference outside of Kyiv to celebrate the 50th anniversary of YWAM. All of the bases from Eastern Europe (Russia, Ukraine, Moldova, Georgia, Armenia, and Belarus) and the founders (we're talking Loren and Darlene Cunningham here) came together all in one place. Now, I'm still new, but I've been told by a lot of the staff that something like this rarely happens in YWAM (maybe just once every 50 years, haha), so I felt pretty privileged to be able to hear the leaders and founders speak their hearts. And speak they did!! Honestly, they probably could've talked a little less...but no one asked me. ;)
The only downside to the conference was the weather and the food. The weather took a sudden turn for the Arctic and I only had my sweatshirt for the 3 days. Big bummer. Some of our staff went back to Kyiv and brought back coffee to sell to support our outreach. Trust me, they made a killing (and they made great coffee too!) Also, the food was terrible! It's actually called Soviet food. Think cold potatoes (or rice, or noodles), cold meat (sometimes with cold onions mashed in), and cold tea to drink. One morning I thought we got lucky because they gave us cereal. At least when that was cold it would be the right! But, nope, the milk in the cereal was actual room tempurature! I wanted to gag. However, we're back now and some of the girls are making crepes for dinner. Yummy and warm.
Monday lectures start. We're gonig to be taught by Al Alikoff who pretty much founded the Eastern Europe YWAM. Pretty cool. I have no idea what he's going to say, but all these people have a million and two stories to tell. As long as you've had your coffee it's great.
I think, just maybe, I'm learning Russian! Maybe. At least, I'm able to communicate most of the time, though our conversations often consist of half English, half Russian, and a lot of grunts and pointing. I'll be really, really good at charades when I come back.
I want to make sure I let you know what's going on over here, so are there any questions people have? To me the answers are obvious, but then, I'm the one living this. What do you want to know?
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Sheeeesh! It’s only been 24 hours and I’m already feeling stretched. Some of that has to do with a terrible case of jet lag, so I’m doing my best to keep all judgments on hold. Speaking of jet lag, I want to sleep for three days straight, but that is not a possibility. For those of you who know me, I am NOT a morning person. This morning my roommates attempted to wake me up and it was a huuuge mistake on their part. I told them in no uncertain terms that I did not need to wake up just then and that I would get out of bed when I was ready. Poor girls.
Kiev is great! I am still grasping the fact that I’m in Europe and that this is something most people would find fascinating and exhilarating. It’s not that I’m not excited to be here, but it’s familiar. The smells, the sights, the food, the sounds are all what I’ve been around before. So it’s not brand new, but it’s like returning to an old home. I’m happy to be here, and I’m sure there will be some surprises here and there, but so far nothing has shocked me. The hallways of the apartment buildings are still sketchily dark and still smell like cooked cabbage and old garbage. The people still smell like BO. There are still stray dogs running around everywhere. And you know what? I love it! I’m in Eastern Europe and I know that this is where I belong for this time in my life.
Registration for the DTS starts tonight at 6:00 so I haven’t met everyone yet. There are 15 people all together, 9 girls and 6 guys. I am in an apartment with 4 (yes, f-o-u-r) other girls. Oy. Right now it’s just me and 2 of the girls, the other 2 arrive some time today. And so far, I’m the oldest girl, the other 2 are 17 and 18, so I have instantly become the ‘responsible’ one. Also since I speak English and a choppy Russian I have already acted as the occasional translator between Marta (the 17 year old Ukrainian who speaks broken English) and Arielle (the 18 year old American from Ohio who doesn’t speak a word of Russian). This could be interesting.
And you all were right, my Russian is coming back VERY quickly. Marta especially appreciates it. I hope I keep remembering more words; I would really like to be able to communicate especially since there are students who don’t speak any English. I can see our conversations being a jumbled mix of the languages we know in order to get to know each other. Oh, good times are ahead!
Prayer requests:
1) They have yet to find apartments for the boys. They are looking for 2 places but have only had possibly found one so far. Pray that find places for them to live soon!
2) For good sleep for me to help me get over jet lag.
3) Grace!!! Again, part of it the jet lag, but I want to love my roommates and have grace for our cramped living quarters. Pray that they have grace for me as well, I know that I can be pretty difficult. ;)
Thanks, love and miss you all!!!
Friday, September 24, 2010
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Those poor people
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Monday, August 9, 2010
I'll be leaving for Kiev at the end of Spetember. I'm going for a six month DTS (Discipleship Training School) with YWAM- Youth with a Mission. The school starts on September 27th and goes until the middle of March. During that time I will be living in an apartment in Kiev, going to classes for three months, and then they put you on the road for the last half of the DTS.
I don't know where we'll be going for our outreach (that's what the second half is called), usually the leaders and/or students decide that together through prayer and by what's available at the time. Generally they stay in Europe or Asia.
There's an unbelievable amount of things to do to get your life in order so that you can then leave it for six months. My car, my job, my stuff (goodbye sweet cell phone) all has to be left behind. Luckily, my lap top (let's hear it for Macs) gets to go along with me. I'll be glad to stay in touch with people through this blog, Skype, email, and of course, Facebook.
